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Name: Me. Love it or hate it.
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Lancaster
Birthday: 11/2/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: the feel of clean sheets, theatre, writing, poison, roses, love, rock, the Strokes, hands, piano, incense, Theseus & Ariadne, poetry, Monet, impressionism, running, kittens, feys, gravity, black, ice, Lord of the Rings, simplicity, forums, Quenya, shadows, Jimmy Eat World, frost, singularity, perspicacity, caustic substances such as my tongue, Massive Attack, killing goldfish, tattoos, Panera Bread, melting chocolate off doughnuts over a candle, and the bangin'est sis ever, Maria
Expertise: I know nothing. I am yet another person sucking off the backside of humanity.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  divorcedinfinity
Member Since:
1/13/2005
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| Funny how absolutely nothing changes in two years time. I am still a little melodramatic, or maybe even more so. I still have a weird sense of humor that nothing can change. But I shouldn't say nothing because there are some things that do change. Even though I find it difficult to believe of myself, I've seen it in others so it must be the case with me as well.
As for physical circumstances, I have a license, a happy car named Izzy, an awesome job at a great café, my sister has graduated but she's home for the summer between dts and college which thrills me to my toes. I am about to enter my senior year of high school and I still have no idea where I want to go for college. Or rather, I do have an idea but I'm a little uncertain about it. I am ready to embrace the things that life intends to throw my way, but I'm also a little bit nostalgic for all of the things that must needs pass away.
"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of
wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it
was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the
season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of
despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were
all going direct to heaven, we were all going direct the other way - in
short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its
noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for
evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only." ~Charles Dickens, A Tale of Two Cities
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| It's been so long since I did anything with my xanga layout. I don't even really like this banner it's just been handy cause I never ever use xanga in this day and age. Kind of sad, so see how everyone has sort of abandoned it, like a lone, dried leaf pattering its death rattle upon the sidewalk...
So anyway, I've started chewing my fingernails again, and man am I peeved with myself! But what can I do? *sigh* Oh well... I try not to, but it's hard...
Must feed the fishes. I got a filter so the tank is clean! :D | | |
|  | Currently Listening
Step Up
By Original Soundtrack
Show Me the Money by Petey Pablo
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Sometimes I think I've seen too much,
with eyes that are too wide.
And innocence is not enough
to hold back cynic tides.
Like in this music and this moment,
I am a million things...
A quarter rest that makes its home at
pauses we don't sing
because our hearts are breaking
with the clash of timpani.
There has been a break in,
in the sacred symphony. | | |
| Goldfishyfishyfishy says:I'm a math nerd, lovey
Mary says:ew
Hee, I rock! Don't worry people, you don't have to try to hide it from me anymore, I know full well.
Latest quoteworthy quotes:
Christina: IlikecornpuffsIlikecornpuffs...
Lydia: ...and no one knew where she had come from...
Katey: I KNOW!
Me: Poptart!
Me: And the mammoth wooly bear caterpillar was so grossed out by the taste of Mr. McCauley's flesh that it never ate a human again. The end.
Christina: Cheat on her! Cheat on her!
Michelle: HA! HA! HA! <insert the sound of five girls giggling uncontrollably here>
Highlights of the NYC trip:
-discovering Matthew 28:20b~ And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
-hitting Jamie on the head with a waterbottle 
-pretending to be God with Christina in the Museum of Natural History
-hitting Lydia on the butt with that blue bouncy ball
-trying to wheelbarrow race with Tia, Michelle, and Lydia and ending up Army squirming across the gym floor
-talking to Donald, this one guy that we met while helping with NYCR, who knew a ton of Biblical stuff
-finding bathrooms everywhere we went *teehee*
-the Hard Rock Café and my awesome t-shirt which doesn't fit me right, but whatever
-ALL THE REALLY HOT GUYS WITH LONG HAIR! 
-Lydia's story and getting to be co-director to make it interesting
-wanting to suck Katey's blaaaahd
-KNEES! AAAH! NOOO! KNEEEES!
-learning that awesome Heart & Soul-esque duet (I <3 you, Tia )
-not thinking about Mom, Dad, or work AT ALL on the trip. Just three days of stress-free living... Oh Lord, that I could always have that comfort of knowing I have no tumultuous annoyance/bitterness roiling around and no responsibilities that are pressing upon me...
Downsides to coming home:
-Apparently a mouse was in my room... I found a chewed up Doritos bag on my floor = not cool
-I have to go to work at 6 tomorrow morning...
-um, hello, I don't have my awesome friends with me!
-HOMEWORK! AAAAAH!
Ok, have to go to bed, work tomorrow and I am TIRED! Night folks, peace out, and love on your goldfish! | | |
| Partay at my house! Le w00t!
Eh heh heh heh.
Sounds like fun, eh? | | |
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